leave

stop forcing me
GO GO GODONT NEED YOU
just leave stop touching me
just leave you scared my life nothing left
but cuts and bruses have nothing to do
but cut myself

boys will be boys

"mom, they won't stop hurting me."
"oh, darling...boys will be boys."
"mom, they tried to rape me this morning."
"oh, sweetie...boys will be boys."
"mom, they're really trying to kill me."
"oh, sugar...boys will be boys."
so i wait...and i wait just a little bit longer.finally, i'm given life's greatest gift...death.without hesitation, i accept itand i inhale...

Cutting

release the pain kept deep inside
lets out the anger
lets out the tears
lets out all the mistakes I've made
not caring what people think or say
letting out all the miserable days
let out all the rumors people said
about me that aren't true
it the only way for me to let it all go

u wana know me

U wanna know me U wanna know my storyfine here it goesI WAS RAPEDnot once not twice honestly i cant even remember all i remember are all the tears i cry every-nightall the pain he put me threwthe nights he would beat methe times he would come to my room all he fake smiles i had to keep on face
so no one can see the truth
I cant remember the last time
i slept without waking up screaming or crying
or the last time i was able to look at myself in the mirrior

Emos::

*Dont cut themselfs to get attention ((i dont))

*Dont always cry ((i dont))

*Sometimes cry because they hurt ((i do..........sometimes))

*Are not all bisexual ((im bi))

*Wannabe included ((i do))

*Are not babys ((im not))

*Dont always date other emos ((i do.............sometimes))

*Dont lable ((i dont))

*Wannabe happy just like everyone else ((i do))

Ah, I Love Her.

She looks at me and my heart jumps.

She speaks to me and my nose tingles.

She hugs me and I practically die.

Best friends...

ha...

I love her as so much more.

emo quotes

please take this razor blade from my handand promise me you’ll never give it back to me...

a new cut;; a new bracelet

i know its wrong but its [ feels ] so righti'll just add another scar tonight <3

what did you think bracelets were for??

i walked through the hallway

holding my wrists

hoping no one will see me like this

he looks at me, scared

what he'll find, he never thought i had these things in mindhe asks me

"...is there any more?"

looking at him with tears in my eyes

i whisper a simple reply

..what did you think bracelets were for..?

Repost as "i got a F in life"

[X]You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[X]You have your own room.

[_] You own a cell phone.

[X]You have a mp3 player or ipod.

[_] Your parents are still married.

[_] You love your family. ((HELL NOO!!!!!!!!!!!!i fuking h8 my familly soooooo much........))

[_] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.

T 0 T A L: 3

[X] You dress the way you want to.

[X] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[_] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. ((its in the familyroom))

[_] You have never been beaten up ((ive been abused by my family and my boifriends))

[X] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. ((Not relly but my parrents cant stop me so fuc them))

[_] Your room is big enough for you

[_] People don't use you for something you have.

[x] You have been to the movies.

T 0 T A L: 4

[_] You have over 500 friends on facebook

[_] You have pictures on facebook ((i dont have a facebook or))

[_] Your parents let you have a facebook

[_] You get allowance

[X] You collect something normal. ((i colect scars on my wristz.))

[_] You look forward to going to college ((i only look 4wrd 2 my deth))

[_] You don't wish you were someone else.

[_] You play a sport.

[_] You want to do something after school. ((idk wat i wanna do.........i just wanna die))

T 0 T A L: 1

[_] You own a car/truck.

[_] You usually don't fight with your parents. ((i fightt with my parrentz ALL TEH TIME))

[_] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life

[X] You have friends. ((i think i have fiends..........))

[_] You never got a detention

T O T A L: 1

[_] You know what is going on in the world. ((idc abut wats goin on in teh world. itt dosent materr 2 me becuz teh wurld sux && it hav NOTHING 2 do wit me))

[_] You are happy with your life. ((im very UNhappy with my life))

[_] You usually aren't sick. ((im always sick && becuz of it.................im dieing))

[X] You know more than one language.

[X] You have a screen name.

[_] You own a pet.

[X]You know the words to more than 5 songs.

[_] You don't have any enemies. ((i hav allot of enemys.))

T O T A L: 3

Total over all:12

Multiply by 3=36 %

101%+: A+

90-100%: A

80-89%: B

70-79%: C

60-69%: D

00-59%: F

Repost this on your page and put X's in the boxes that apply to you and _ that don't

...Have You Ever...

[X] Smoked a cigarette

[X] Drank so much you threw up

[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

[X] Been arrested

[X] Gone on a blind date

[X] Skipped school

[X] Seen someone die

[_] Been to Canada

[X] Been to Florida

[_] Been to Mexico

[X] Been on a plane

[X] Been lost

[_] Been on the opposite side of the country

[X] Gone to Washington , DC

[X] Swam in the ocean

[X] Felt like dying....

[X] Cried yourself to sleep

[_] Played cops and robbers

[_] Recently colored with crayons

[_] Sang karaoke badly

[_]paid for a meal with only coins

[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't

[X] Made prank phone calls

[X]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end

[_] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.

[X] Danced in the rain

[_] Written a letter to Santa Claus

[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe

[X]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about

[X] Blown bubbles

[X] Made a bonfire on the beach

[X] Crashed a party

[X] Gone roller-skating

[X] Iceskating

[_] I'm single

[X] I'm in a relationship

[X] I've had someone cheat on me.

[X] I've gone on a blind date.

[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.

[X] I miss someone right now.

[X] have a fear of commitment.

[X] I have a fear of abandonment.

[_] I've cheated in a relationship.

[X] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on )

[_] I've gotten divorced

[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[X] I've told someone I loved them

[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.

[X] I've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knewSexuality

[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex

[X] I've had a crush on a teacher

[X] I am a cuddler.[X] I love to flirt.

[X] I've been kissed in the rain.

[X] I've hugged a stranger.

[X] have kissed a stranger.

[_] I am gay

[_] I am lez

[X] I am bi

[_] I am gay but no ones knows

[_] I am lez but know one knows

[_] I am bi but know one knows

[X] I have had sex ((i wass raped))

[X] I have had sex with more then one person

[X] I regret it

[_] I am a virgin

[X] Gone to jail

[X] Been picked up by the cops

[_] Own a gun

[X] Love someone

[X] Hate someone

[X] Love and hate someone

[X]Think someone loves you

[X] Think someone hates you

[_]Works out

[_]Has a tattoo

[_] Is a goth

[X] Is emo

[_] Is something

[X]Is an alien

[_] Is "idk"
[X] Is no one

[X] Has ever been in boot camp

[X] Ever been to juvy

[X]Cusses regulary

[_] Loves life

[X] Hates life

[X] Wants to die

[_] Wants to live

[_] Wants to die but not kill themself

[X] Wants to kill themself

[X]Has ever cut

[X]Likes to cut

[X]Loves to cut

[X] F*cking loves to cut

[_] Thinks cutting is wrong

[X]Thinks cutting helps

[_] Is a drama king/queen

[X]Doesn't care what people think

[_] Cares what people think

X] Has more than one friend

[_] Has a best friend

[_] Is a goody-goody

[X]Is a bad-*bitch *

[X] Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month

[X] Believes in one gf one bf relationships

[X] Has someone to talk to

[_] Thinks your smart

[X] Thinks your dumb

[X] Thinks your cool

[_] Thinks your lame

[X] Liked this thingy

[_]Disliked this thingyHonesty/Crime

[_] I am a terrible liar.

[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't

[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.

[X] I've snuck out of my house.

[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.

[X] I am keeping a secret from the world

[X] I've cheated while playing a game.

[X] I've cheated on a test.

[_] I've run a red light.

[X] I've been suspended from school.

[X] I've witnessed a crime.

[X] I've been in a fist fight.

[X] I've been arrested.

[_] I've shopliftedDrugs/Alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol.

[X] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.

[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[_]I can't swallow pills.

[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

[X] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.

[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.

[X] I take anti-depressants.

[_]I'm anorexic or bulimic

X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.

[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline

[X] I've hurt myself on purpose

[X] I'm addicted to self harm

[X] I've woken up crying.

[X] I've cried myself to sleep.Death and Suicide

[_] I'm afraid of dying.

[X] I hate funerals.

[X] I've seen someone dying

[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide.

[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

[X] I've attempted suicide.Random

[_] I can sing well.[_] I open up to others easily.

[_] I watch the news.[X] I don't kill bugs.

[_] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.

[X] I curse regularly.

[X] I sing in the shower.

[_]I am a morning person.

[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.

[_] I'm a snob about grammar.

_] I am a sports fanatic.

[_] I twirl my hair

[_] i have x's in my screen name

[X] I love being neat

[_] I love Spam

[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day

[X] I bake well.

[_] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue

[X]I would wear pajamas to school.

[_] I like Martha Stewart.

[_] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)

[X] I laugh at my own jokes.

[X] I believe in ghosts.

[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.

[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.

[_] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[_] I am really ticklish.

[X] I bite my nails

[X] I play video games

[_] I'm good at remembering faces.

[_] I'm good at remembering dates

[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest

hey

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy im bored

i cut my leg

i cut my name into my leg it hurt alil and it wouldnt stop bleeding

andi didnt want it 2 just very depressed and imn just want 2 die

ok i looked up another emo blog and i really think dat they all sucked they werent dat good and 1 tlk about eating a baby duck and that was grosss abdhehad pics of the eggs he ate andhe explained how2 eat it n it was gross i rather read about ppl cutin them self n crying

dars alot on my mind but i dnt noe how say dis, al i can say is someone cracked my taco. split the twat, broke my vajay jay

i hate school

i hate this school im mad mr pezo dnt like me

he always supended me for no reason. n noe he wanna

send me to

night school

n i see no point to him sending

me im leaving in 1 week i find this

sooo

stupid i cnt wait til i leave

woooooooooooooooo

wooo im at my cuzzo house and we actin stupid and haven fun on myspace lolz we have nutin betta 2 do rite now so i decuded 2 go on here and write a blog about it lol

Im Moving

im moving and i really dnt want 2 go

i dnt want to leave

im leavin 2 cali in march and den i might not come bk

ugh dat means i wont see ne ove my friends n i

wont see my family

dis is not kool

timmmmmmyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wooooooooooooooooooooooo im so bored and i have nothing to do and im havin fun sayin timmy it really fun soooooooooooo wat should i do 2 stpo my bordum

mother come home

to dae my motherleft 2 cali and i already miss her i need her here wit me i feel like a part of me is gone

TIMMY

TIMMY IS VERY WEIRD AND NEEDS HELP GETTING RID OVE HIS NEXT DOOR NEIBOR DAT IS OBSESSED WIT HIM SHE ALWAYS WANTS HIM 2 DO IT WIT HER BUT HE NO LONGER WANTS 2 WAT SHOULD HE DO

STALKERS

STALKERS are not kool it not kool. i have 3 stalker s right now. dae keep botherin me and wont leave me alone HELP ME GET RID OVE THEM