Monday, June 22, 2009

leave

stop forcing me
GO GO GODONT NEED YOU
just leave stop touching me
just leave you scared my life nothing left
but cuts and bruses have nothing to do
but cut myself

boys will be boys

"mom, they won't stop hurting me."
"oh, darling...boys will be boys."
"mom, they tried to rape me this morning."
"oh, sweetie...boys will be boys."
"mom, they're really trying to kill me."
"oh, sugar...boys will be boys."
so i wait...and i wait just a little bit longer.finally, i'm given life's greatest gift...death.without hesitation, i accept itand i inhale...

Cutting

release the pain kept deep inside
lets out the anger
lets out the tears
lets out all the mistakes I've made
not caring what people think or say
letting out all the miserable days
let out all the rumors people said
about me that aren't true
it the only way for me to let it all go

u wana know me

U wanna know me U wanna know my storyfine here it goesI WAS RAPEDnot once not twice honestly i cant even remember all i remember are all the tears i cry every-nightall the pain he put me threwthe nights he would beat methe times he would come to my room all he fake smiles i had to keep on face
so no one can see the truth
I cant remember the last time
i slept without waking up screaming or crying
or the last time i was able to look at myself in the mirrior

Emos::

*Dont cut themselfs to get attention ((i dont))
*Dont always cry ((i dont))
*Sometimes cry because they hurt ((i do..........sometimes))
*Are not all bisexual ((im bi))
*Wannabe included ((i do))
*Are not babys ((im not))
*Dont always date other emos ((i do.............sometimes))
*Dont lable ((i dont))
*Wannabe happy just like everyone else ((i do))

Ah, I Love Her.


She looks at me and my heart jumps.
She speaks to me and my nose tingles.
She hugs me and I practically die.
Best friends...
ha...
I love her as so much more.

emo quotes

please take this razor blade from my handand promise me you’ll never give it back to me...

a new cut;; a new bracelet

i know its wrong but its [ feels ] so righti'll just add another scar tonight <3